Hello there fans (?) Artemise yet lives as shown by her crazy fav'ing spree : p
Apparently my "Fairy Tales" poem is the most popular, I'm glad u all enjoy it & hope that if anybody has to go through this that the have the strength to endure it & heal. I won't say "OMG! I hope none of u experience these horrible feelings!!11!1!" because pain is a part of life & love. Through pain we learn: u don't touch fire because u know it hurts, to put a simple example.

That poem was about how hurt, betrayed even, I felt when my first love broke up with me. It took a while, more than a year, but now the wounds have healed & left their scars so that I don't forget what I felt. I'm not saying my past relationship was horrible, quite the opposite: it was great, which is what made the end so painful. Now I have somebody new, somebody who, I feel, loves me as I once loved my ex: unconditionally. At some point, I was afraid to love him back the same way, but then I realized that living (or loving) in fear was stupid of me & that it only made me not fully enjoy what I had. But it passed. That's "No fear", my last poem. Actually, my past experience makes me love him even more now. He is great <3

I guess what I'm trying to say is:
To all of u who are brokenhearted & feel like nobody will love u or that u won't find someone as great as (insert name), you should stop those thoughts as soon as possible. Maybe you won't find somebody else as soon as you want, doesn't mean it's the end of your life. It took me more than a year (2 years, i think) to get over what happened to me, but I survived, & so have a lot of people. Just try to stay positive, be yourself (it works! ^_~), & surround yourself with good friends. & if you think you have a flaw, try to work on it & talk it out with those friends. You'll realize you are just being silly or that lots of people feel that way about themselves. Just be patient & keep your cool, everything is a learning aid.

Phew! That's a looooong journal! My tea got cold & everything! *sips* >.< Still yummy though...

Hope my journal helps... with anything
~*Artemise*~

PS. I'm participating in the Disney College Program from August to January, so I'm gonna be Mickey's work horse, lol. If I can get a hold of a laptop while I'm there, I'll probably post sum stuff here on the journal.